WELLER?

I suppose I feel a little better.  Not great, but better than yesterday.  The period finally showed up, so I think the emotional roller coaster might have leveled out a tiny bit.  Not that I can actually DO anything about it right now.  I took a tiny baby step toward "something for myself" by texting my friend that I would start working some Saturdays where I used to work.  I'd love to tell her I'd take ALL the Saturdays, but then I feel like I ruin Friday night AND Saturday by doing that.  But who am I kidding...I have no life, so what's another ruined Friday night? 

I've been trying to study but my brain is still so scattered and the pages in the manual seem to make so little sense.  I don't know if I'm getting anywhere with it or not.  I tried to find some more sleep labs in the area and I looked at the list 'he' sent me yesterday.  I have to laugh at some of it.  Lafayette and Jasper.  Really?  Would HE drive to Lafayette or Jasper to work?  No, so why would I?  I won't enjoy it, but I would drive an hour at the most, hopefully two days a week or less.  I can't imagine trying to drive that far home after working a 12 hour shift. 

The studying is making me miss a friend I made in Atlanta.   Big, ugly, gloppy, stupid, pitiful, annoying sigh.